Welcome to my worldMonday, May 25, 200912:07AM - Fuck Men . Fuck Fake Friends,Fuck Men Period.Some men act like fucking kids and they are complete idiots about it . I can not fucking stand it .I might not be allowed at this persons house but he can not stop me from going some where public where he is . He is just acting like a fucking child and I cant stand it . I just found out from my friend jessica She still hangs out with him. He proubly talks about me and all kinds of shit but really dont care. I didnt tell you to fucking fix my car . I just said that you would look at it . I didnt tell you to break my fucking car. Yet it is still not drive able because of your fucking bull shit.. All your fucking talk about cars and everything is just a fucking lie and everything. You think you are MR. BIG SHOT.But you are not really . Thanks for breaking my car and I am not going to give you the parts back for it and by the way we took your parts off of my car and Through them away. I know you might be fucking pissed about it but you really need to move on . Just because I want to hang out with Joe and Jess it has nothing to do with you and Your fucnking uncle Tony. You might want the money back but you are not going to get it . I just cant belive you would be this fucking childish about the money thing. I didnt tell you to break my car. thanks. YOU should not be mad at me you should be mad at my dad. I thought we were even with the beer and pop. If I new you were going to be like that.I would have never had you look at my car and try to fix it . SInce you have fucked with my car. I have had nothing but fucking problems with it thanks. You might say that i am really not allowed at your house. But i am allowed to be in pubic and If i see you there You dont have to talk to me about anything.I know you might not want to see me tomorrow but I really dont fucking care about it. I have moved on . you have done so much fucking shit to me . You tryed to get me to break up with Lenny for you . You are fucking stupid i would never to that. I love him away to much to do that ;. You are just a fucking asshole . I hate you . Current mood:  bitchyTuesday, January 6, 20099:34AM - heyI have some thing on mind that has been bugging me . I currently can not put it on myspace.com. this person has just got a account on there and she would get up set if she read it... Well I have this friend and I got home friday night from FL and she wanted to be over that sunday and that fowlling week to . It took me a couple of days to get the clue why she was always over my house. I just had recived a lap top computer for christmas this year and she was only comming over to be on my computer. I mean i dont care if you come over and use my computer but spend 9 hours on the damn thing . I dont do that whne you are here with me . I AM hardly on my desktop computer. What in your right mind gives you the right to do that to me . It just feels like this person is using me for my computer and that kind of hurts. She also had the nerve to tell me that once my friend moves in with the laptop i will not be over anymore.. WHat in the hell does that mean /? that fuckin hurts if you put it that way .. I have done so much for her and i have picked her up from where ever she was and does this shit to me and I have not ever done anything to you . this is how you pay me back .. Buy fucking using me and my computer .. I dont want to sound like a total bitch about it but I mean come on ... How can you be so mean to everyone that you have been friends with . I never thought it would come to this pointe to were would use me... I thought we were friends.. Or maybe not .. But then I dunno that is your call and I dont know what to tell you about that . I mean i dont care if you stop by and see me . But you dont need to be on my computer the whole time that you are here .. You can use my computer i dont care but spend all day on it that is just a little much right there .. I mean how much time do you spend on your computer at home . I dont know... I just want you to know if you come over you are allowed to use my computer but dont spend all day on the damn thing Current mood:  crushedSunday, December 28, 200812:56PM - it has been awhileI have been super busy with everything that has been going on here.. Lenny and I just started living together and it has been really great.. He moved in Oct. 31st of this year.. Even though it has only been 2 months I am really happy about it though. Even though we didnt get to spend christmas together It was very nice of him to stay here and take care of the pets while i went out of state for a week. He has been the best ever.,I love him with all my heart and soul.
I just cant seem to belive that we have been together almost 6 years next month. It just seems like yesterday when we started out . So much has changed and so much we have learned together.He has been there ever since day one . Dealing with everything that I have had to go through . These past 2 months have been the best ever , I got to wake up to him every morning and see his wondeful face. I never thought we would be at this part in our lives *living together*.I thought that part would never come . I mean I do love him I really do . I dont know what I would do with out him in my life.. He is eveything to me and I know he loves me very much . I just got back from florida it was very nice for christmas but i sure do miss it though., That was the hardest thing for me to do is say good by to my mom and leave her down there.. But im doing alright now .. I have cried and got up set with everything that has been going on.. School is going very well. I am going in to my 3 semester in school and I am doing rather well.. I am enjoying it very much and I have been going sicne september .. Amanda Current mood:  crazyTuesday, July 22, 20088:39AM - GuysI don't even know where to begin. I have heard no word from my friends boyfriend. He was a alright guy and everything. We used to talk on online and through myspace but not a fucking word from him now. I just can't belive that I thought that he was a alright guy to begin with .. I thought I would acctually look forward to talking to him again. I have called him many time before and he not answered his phone since the night that we hung out and everything. I think that is kinda fucking stupid and child games. If you dnt want me to call you anymore just fucking tell me to stop calling you and I will. I thought we were gonna be friends but i guess not.. I thought you were really cool when we chatted all those times online and everything. But when we hung out you were fine and everything but the next day you didnt want to even talk things out.. I went up to your work we had lunch and everything and things seemed fine there. Did i piss you off with the message i send you on myspace i dont know you should have wrote one back to me.. But you didnt you took me off myspace and aim .. So what ever,.. Fuck you Current mood:  bouncyTuesday, July 8, 20087:34AM - Thoughts and other stuffWell I don't even know where to begin with this shit that has been happing . I hung out with my friend and her boyfriend.My friend had to leave early so it was just me and her boyfriend hanging out and talking and I thought we hit it off great and wanted to become friends but all of a sudden he is being a ass hole and everything. Like i really care anyways. I tried calling him for about 3 days but no answer and no call back ,took me off my space and blocked me on aim. Just a fucking dick head. FloridaJust the other day I hung out with Duane and his girlfriend Diana . He was being just a fucking dick head. He never changes though . I just really cant stand him. I dont know why I bother to hang out with him Well it is very close to where mom leave me . It is getting really hard for me to deal with it and Stay strong. She hasn't call my sister yet to tell her to come up here to get her just yet. Evey day gets harder and harder and I don't want her to go but If she wants to go that is ok with me ,She has gave me the choice of going with her. This is what Michigan has that FL dont Michigan
Wednesday, June 11, 20087:07PM - UpdateI just wanted to write in here cuz I have nothing better to do right now . I am at my boyfriends house waiting for him to get off work and I cant get the wii to turn on lol.. I really wanted to see him so I thought it waould be really nice for me to come out to see him for once . I know he will be surpised that I came out here to see him. Current mood: crushedSunday, June 8, 20089:36PM - WTF ? MeToday started off really well. I woke up to my boyfriend this morning to the best ever. I love it when he is there in the morning. Sadly he had to leave for work and I had to leave as well. We said our goodbyes for the day and we will be together tonight. So i Drove home and Listened to a really cool CD that I now love.. thanks baby.
So this fucking dude that wants to be my friend again just wanted me to come by and I just got to his house it stated to poor rain. he was just being a fucking dick head anyways. He is just a asshole and crazy.It is cool that he wants to be friends with me again but I'm really not sure that I really want to be friends with anymore. All he fucking does is tells lies about me to his current girl. What the fuck did i ever do to him ? I was a great friend in till he really tryed to fuck me over and shit. I wanted to be his friend again . He tryed to mess up my relationship with my boyfriend and me .... I know that you are in love with me and i know it cuz you told me about it but You will never get me .. I keep trying to be friends with you but you really dont seem to wanting to be friends with me anyways.. You have a fucking girl and why in the hell do you want me for .. I try my best to be friends with you but At this point change everything and love your girl friend and not me . You will never be able to get with me .. I mean never and ever.. I have a great boyfriend and I would never leave him for you .. You are just a fucking loser . You dont take care of your son and you still live at home with your mom .. If you ever think about comming to my house you are not welcome here.. Oh by the way .. I keep trying to be your damn friend but you really dont want me in your life.. So im saying this not and for good .. Move on and Leave me alone .. Amanda...AKA Manda Current mood: Men suckSaturday, June 7, 200811:26PM - RANDOMWELL TONIGHT I GET THIS RANDOM IM FROM THIS GUY I HAVE BEEN TRYING NOT TO TALK TO FOR THE LONGEST TIME IN THE LONGEST TIME. BUT EVEYTIME I SIGN ON WITH THAT SCREAN NAME HE FUCKING IM'S ME ONLINE.. AND THE ONLY THING THAT HE REALLY WANTS TO TALK ABOUT IS SEX WITH ME . HE IS JUST A FUCKING ASSHOLE AND I JUST DONT KNOW HOW HE GOT MY SCREAN NAMD ANYWAYS. i DIDNT FUCKING GIVE IT TO HIM.. WHY IS HE FUCKING TALKING TO ME ? Tuesday, June 3, 200810:00AM - Why me ?OK. I don't even know where to begin as of right now.. This dude that wanted to end our friendship over something stupid called me last night . I was why in the fuck you calling me for ? He was like I want to .. Then i said you told me that you never wanted to talk to me again.. SO what the hell is up with that shit.. Sorry ass hole i'm Not BI SEXUAL and I'm not making out with your fucking girlfriend that You wanted me to you .. I don't swing that way anyway.. I was having a good day yesterday in till that loser called me... Current mood: coldTuesday, May 27, 20089:44PM - Why are EX-Boyfriends Old besf friends ASSHOLES.!!!!!!Guys really are starting to really tick me off. I just don't get this dude I have know Him about 7 years now. He used to be my old boyfriend Best friend in high school. He tryed to many times to get with me and I just told him no . *Cuz i don't date ex boyfriends best friends.* Just last year we started to talk again about old time and stuff and then we were all cool about everything that happened in high school and why I didnt date him or what not.. We hung out a couple of nights ago and He wanted me to do something that i really didnt want to do. And now that fucking asshole wont even talk to me . I just hate to say I dont even know why in the hell we were friends in the first place. Ever since you met me you just wanted to sleep with me and then then i met my boyfriend lenny *your wanted to kill me *. I know that might think that you are hot shit but you are really not.. I am going places and doing things in my life and I have a great boyfriend ., If you dont want to talk to me that Is not my loss that is you fucking loss. Current mood: bitchyThursday, March 27, 20081:36PM - SorryI want to write about something that has been bugging me about it and I cant post it on myspcae cuz of the certin someone. Well anyways.. This person didnt like the fact that I concided lenny my high school sweetheart and everything she thought that i was talkin about her boyfriend Joe.. My fuckin ex boyfriend would not be my high schhool sweetheart.. Well that was a mistake dating him in high school.. But what ever things happen and people move on from high school and do other things.. I didnt go back to him for a 2nd time not like this person did . Soo at this pointe me and this person are not currently talkin and I dont care if we were talk about anything again.. I just pray to god that she dont start no shit with me and lenny again.. If she does she is fucking gone out of my life for good... You alrady messed it up once and if you do it again you are out of my life and I never want to see you again.. If you dont like me and my boyfriend and everything that I have going on in my life.. You can just fuck off cuz i really dont need you in my life... Current mood: crankyMonday, October 29, 20072:11PM - Ok .. What a couple of monthsHi again it is me .. I have been going through so much it is not even funny. These last two months have been crazy and everything. My grandma passed last months and this month darlas sisters son dies a couple of days ago. The Lay out is tomorrow and I am going to that. Plus I have to watch the girls and go In to work tomorrow. I will be spending some time with the family. Current mood:  curiousFriday, September 21, 20071:29PM - Hello.. about my fuckin stalker .. i hate youI usally dont update this thing in less something has been on my mind or trouble that I have been going through. I just dont seem to understand people when they like to stalk me or talk shit about me . I cant stand them fuckin people.. I know this person . I dont know his name at the time . But every night when i sign on aim he likes to talk me about everything and I dont know him .. I dont know where he got my sn or what ever. I dont fuckin want to talk to you . I know you are a crazy person that only wants to tal about sex or my sex life .. that ishould not tell any one about . cuz that it between me and my boyfriend.. So im askin you this now please go the fuck away from me .. Dont talk to me dont Im me .. dont even think about me . I cant fucking stand you . I know you are a male and i know what state you might live in . But that gives you no right to stalk me online or anything . I dont fuckin like you . i cant stand it when you talk to me online . I dont like the fucjking stuff you ask . I dont know you and i cant stand you . If you dont mind just fuck off and leave me the hell alone i dont like you . .. If you fuckin Send me a email .. I will kill you and i mean it .. Cuz i dont want to fuckin talk to you again .. You are tryin to mess things up with my boyfriend and me and i dont want that to happen .. i know you are like my fuckin stalker and everything . you must know when i sign on line to to fucking hurrass me and everything i fucking cant stand you .. Current mood: pissed offSaturday, September 15, 20079:28PM - well another month has passed with out no updateHey Ya'll whats been up ? Sorry guys long time no update in like a month. I have been busy with everything. My sister was up here for my bithday this year. That was somehting i was not expecting .lol. I love my sister very much. They left on the 20 of august. I miss them very much anc i love them all. They might be comming home for XMAS. Current mood: crushedThursday, August 16, 20071:28PM - SORRY GUYS LONG TIME WITH NO UPDATREIm sorry you guys for going so long with out updateing this thing. I have been busy with lenny,work and my xsister being home for the summer . I have been helpin her with the kida when she remodled my house this summer . Some work really needed to be done . I will have pics up on myspace soon so you can check out the work that she has done. She has been here about 3 months and I have enjoyed every mintue of it . My neices are really gettin big one is 6 and one is 3 next month. I have enjoyed them being here but time has come for them to go home . They are going to try to cme home for christimas this year. That will be a great gift and have the whole family together once again .. Saturday, May 12, 200711:26PM - ALL GUYS SUCK ASSSometimes I feel like climbing in a hole and never coming out . i have my reasons why I say that is because I am having some problems with my life right now. Lenny and I are doing great and I love him very much.It has nothing to with lenny and I . It has to do with *so in so* Im not going to be usin names right now. Current mood: bitchyWednesday, May 2, 200711:58PM - Sorry guys No time to updateI have not signed in to my livejournal in a long ass time. I have been so damn busy with lookin for a job and working for chris. I have been watchin madison since January 30,2007. It has been really fun but very tiring lol. At least i would know what it is gonna be like when I have a kid now. At least if I have to go some where i know to take her with me . I always do . The only time my mom watches her is when i have a metting at MRS. Other than the babysittin is going really good. still saving for a car not gettin any where though . So I dont have much saved for it . I hope soon. Till Then i will still be driving the CHEVY.. Current mood:  excitedMonday, March 12, 200710:26PMDear Journal.. Saturday, March 10, 20079:13PM - updateHEY GUYS SORRY THAT IT HAS BEEN SUCH ALONG TIME SINCE I UPDATED THIS JOURNAL. i HAVE BEEN REALLY BUSY WITH LIFE. THINGS ARE NOT GOIN GOOD THIS YEAR. STILL NO JOB RIGHT NOW SO I AM BABY SITTIN FULL TIME RIGHT NOW. SAVING TO BUY A CAR WITH THE MONEY. Current mood: crappyThursday, February 1, 20071:11AM - UpdateWell a couple of days ago.. I watched my neice madison. She is growing up so fast . SHe is already 8 months old..My nefphew chris called me on satruday and was like I have a Job with my uncle Dale and I need a baby sitter by Monday at 8am. I was like Ya ill do it for you .. So that will be a little bit of money for me to spend when i want to go out and do somthing with my friends .. Current mood:  sleepyNavigate: (Previous 20 entries) |
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